14/01/2025
Did not leave my house today except for ajji’s doctor appointment. Tired of checking IBPS PO results everyday, I need them to release the results on 15th itself. Technically I need them today itself, because right now its 1.00 am 15/01/2025. After wasting considerable time, solving one SBI PO paper on Testbook (where I’ve bought the test series subscription), I am about to go to sleep right now.
This is my “no-study” score. And I don’t think there’s every going to be a “with study” score, considering I am not studying at all. Watched a banking awareness static knowledge lecture on history of banks, which is kinda relevant but they won’t ask questions from there. I am going to try and cover static banking concepts as much as I can before January ends, hoping that they help when I qualify the pre (the chances of me qualifying SBI prelims are next to zero but still, a girl can dream, right?)
With regards to LLB, I studied three landmark cases today and I have feeling that I might be able to score 8 marks on a 13 mark question if I right those answers right now. So the case laws: Aruna Shanbaug, Joseph Shine, and Young Lawyers Association. I read the chapter on breach of contract from Jhabwala for contract-1. Have already started wagering contracts. Plan is to go through all 75 sections before my trip and complete some amount of torts as well.
So I set a timer of half an hour usually hoping I’ll complete everything within the allotted time, but it took me 2 hours to just read that chapter. For contract-1, Sometimes I refer only to Jhabvala, sometimes I go through my online copy of R K Bangia. I have Avatar Singh as well, but I am afraid of that book. Afraid that if I end up studying from there, I’ll never be able to clear the entire syllabus in the limited number of days that I have.
On YouTube today, in the afternoon, I saw such emotionally heavy content and now I can’t stop thinking about it.
I did not need to fuck up my mind by watching content like that. I can’t stop the nightmares from haunting me now. Also, I’m reading “The Vegeterian” by Han Kang. That book is another mess of entangled beings. Shall review it if I feel like it.